ups n downs in the sea of love. hahas. nice show. weichen is so sweet. hahas. who would be willing to wait for someone for like 6months? a think a couple of weeks will kill them already. hahas.
oh ya, forgot to say. oso saw this real nice sweater. ahh~ NICE. i wan $$$. hahahas.
-one wish-
addds
Friday, September 30, 2005
TAY PING HUI, TAY PING HUI,
TAY PING HUI~~~!!!!
XU QI, XU QI, XU QI~~!!!!
GOSHHHH, she realli damn PRETTY!!!
TAY PING HUI damn shuai. *cair seh. hahas.
damn piggy. trick mi say is my fren. if he my fren den song ar. muahahhas. =D
damn piggy again for not knowing who's xu qi!!! hahahas.
i'm so happy today. =))
woohOoO~
all my bunnies pic gone. the pic taken wun b the same again. lucky nv take tay ping hui n xu qi pic seh. if not more dui. hahas. all my darling songs gone. the songs wun b there again. lao gong, please help send mi. =x LOL. all my high scores gone! arghhh..
yada yada yada, u've got many frens. for everyone u see seems to b someone u noe. big deal. bleahs. hahas.
went to ps. met piggggy. had andersen's ice cream. woo laa laa~ soOooo NICE!!! but not as nice as the italian ice cream at bugis. muahahas. he look so shag. hahas. of coz lah. drink more lah. slap u den u noe ar. hahas. anyway, walked to orchard. hahas. wanted to go for the interview n damn! received a call from cs say wad interview not today. a big BOO to tat!!! anyway cs, u OWE MI N PIGGY ONEEE~ wahahas.
walked around. went to heeren. saw so many things tat look like piggy. hahahks. den walked, walked, walked. went to wheellock to service my phone. n tat's when i saw the SHUAI GE MEI NU~ hahas. n xu qi went to the nokia care center too. she's gorgeous. PRETTY PRETTY~ n as i've mentioned, damn piggy has no idea who the hell she was. duhs....
went off after i left my BELOVED phone there with the AP gal. damn. *sobs. no phone for 2 days. double duhs.. den walked around again. went to lido. had milk tea which sux. boo~!! piggy ap for he was not served. hahas. too bad they dun like u. =P hehes.
went to taka. ate yoshinoya there. had a ap server too. duhs duhs duhs... hahas. chicken delight was some sort nice. hahas. den walk again. went to the bazaar outside taka. saw a pretty bracelet. or anklet. wadeva it is. hahas. den was lookin at sony ericsson's phone when this guy wanted to serve us. den pig ask a stupid qn. 'all this ericsson's phone ar?' den obvious the ans was 'ya'. hahas. den we went off. n pig started again wif think tat guy was from his sch. wth. hahas.
went home after tat since it looked as if it was going to rain BIG. took all the way from orchard to marina bay, den back to semb. it was a dumb choice it was. but yea, lest i got to sit. hahas. n piggy slept all the way. blahs.
reached home. pig left for work. slept. n tat's when i gt a damn nightmare. shant tok about it coz i dun plan to keep it in my memory. hahas.
time for food~ =D
TAY PING HUI~~~!!!!
XU QI, XU QI, XU QI~~!!!!
GOSHHHH, she realli damn PRETTY!!!
TAY PING HUI damn shuai. *cair seh. hahas.
damn piggy. trick mi say is my fren. if he my fren den song ar. muahahhas. =D
damn piggy again for not knowing who's xu qi!!! hahahas.
i'm so happy today. =))
woohOoO~
all my bunnies pic gone. the pic taken wun b the same again. lucky nv take tay ping hui n xu qi pic seh. if not more dui. hahas. all my darling songs gone. the songs wun b there again. lao gong, please help send mi. =x LOL. all my high scores gone! arghhh..
yada yada yada, u've got many frens. for everyone u see seems to b someone u noe. big deal. bleahs. hahas.
went to ps. met piggggy. had andersen's ice cream. woo laa laa~ soOooo NICE!!! but not as nice as the italian ice cream at bugis. muahahas. he look so shag. hahas. of coz lah. drink more lah. slap u den u noe ar. hahas. anyway, walked to orchard. hahas. wanted to go for the interview n damn! received a call from cs say wad interview not today. a big BOO to tat!!! anyway cs, u OWE MI N PIGGY ONEEE~ wahahas.
walked around. went to heeren. saw so many things tat look like piggy. hahahks. den walked, walked, walked. went to wheellock to service my phone. n tat's when i saw the SHUAI GE MEI NU~ hahas. n xu qi went to the nokia care center too. she's gorgeous. PRETTY PRETTY~ n as i've mentioned, damn piggy has no idea who the hell she was. duhs....
went off after i left my BELOVED phone there with the AP gal. damn. *sobs. no phone for 2 days. double duhs.. den walked around again. went to lido. had milk tea which sux. boo~!! piggy ap for he was not served. hahas. too bad they dun like u. =P hehes.
went to taka. ate yoshinoya there. had a ap server too. duhs duhs duhs... hahas. chicken delight was some sort nice. hahas. den walk again. went to the bazaar outside taka. saw a pretty bracelet. or anklet. wadeva it is. hahas. den was lookin at sony ericsson's phone when this guy wanted to serve us. den pig ask a stupid qn. 'all this ericsson's phone ar?' den obvious the ans was 'ya'. hahas. den we went off. n pig started again wif think tat guy was from his sch. wth. hahas.
went home after tat since it looked as if it was going to rain BIG. took all the way from orchard to marina bay, den back to semb. it was a dumb choice it was. but yea, lest i got to sit. hahas. n piggy slept all the way. blahs.
reached home. pig left for work. slept. n tat's when i gt a damn nightmare. shant tok about it coz i dun plan to keep it in my memory. hahas.
time for food~ =D
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
不得不愛
作詞:林夕/Rap:潘瑋柏 作曲:黃晞睿 編曲:Free Style 女聲:弦子
(女)天天都需要你愛 我的心思由你猜
I LOVE YOU 我就是要你讓我每天都精彩
天天把它掛嘴邊 到底什麼是真愛
I LOVE YOU 到底有幾分 說得比想像更快
(男)是我們感情豐富太慷慨 還是有上天安排
是我們本來就是那一派 還是捨不得太乖
是那一次約定了沒有來 讓我哭得像小孩
是我們急著証明我存在 還是不愛會發呆 BABY
(合)不得不愛 否則快樂從何而來
不得不愛 否則悲傷從何而來
不得不愛 否則我就失去未來
好像身不由己 不能自己很失敗 可是每天都過得精彩
(Rap)I ask girlfriend how you been
來去了幾回 我從來沒有想過 愛情會變得如此無奈 是命運嗎
難道難過是上天的安排 沒辦法 天天的每天的心思到底由誰來陪
我誠心 我誠意 但周圍擾人的環境始終 讓我們無法在這裡自由相戀
我精采 你發呆 兩顆心不安的搖擺
應該有的未來 是否真的那麼的無法期待 捨不得在傷害
You're girl my girl my friend
How much I love you so so much baby
看著你哀愁 要我如何怎麼承受面對
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart
My love My one & only baby
(男)會不會有一點無奈
(女)會不會有一點太快
(合)可是你給我的愛
讓我養成了依賴
心中充滿愛的節拍
作詞:林夕/Rap:潘瑋柏 作曲:黃晞睿 編曲:Free Style 女聲:弦子
(女)天天都需要你愛 我的心思由你猜
I LOVE YOU 我就是要你讓我每天都精彩
天天把它掛嘴邊 到底什麼是真愛
I LOVE YOU 到底有幾分 說得比想像更快
(男)是我們感情豐富太慷慨 還是有上天安排
是我們本來就是那一派 還是捨不得太乖
是那一次約定了沒有來 讓我哭得像小孩
是我們急著証明我存在 還是不愛會發呆 BABY
(合)不得不愛 否則快樂從何而來
不得不愛 否則悲傷從何而來
不得不愛 否則我就失去未來
好像身不由己 不能自己很失敗 可是每天都過得精彩
(Rap)I ask girlfriend how you been
來去了幾回 我從來沒有想過 愛情會變得如此無奈 是命運嗎
難道難過是上天的安排 沒辦法 天天的每天的心思到底由誰來陪
我誠心 我誠意 但周圍擾人的環境始終 讓我們無法在這裡自由相戀
我精采 你發呆 兩顆心不安的搖擺
應該有的未來 是否真的那麼的無法期待 捨不得在傷害
You're girl my girl my friend
How much I love you so so much baby
看著你哀愁 要我如何怎麼承受面對
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart
My love My one & only baby
(男)會不會有一點無奈
(女)會不會有一點太快
(合)可是你給我的愛
讓我養成了依賴
心中充滿愛的節拍
pissed.
some probs with blogger. arghh.
aites, yest piggy came over to my house. he disturb mi as usual. blahs. den went to eat at sunplaza. saw sis. anyway, we ate curry chicken with rice & bread, n prawn noodles. yummy~ den walked around. wanted desserts but nothing tat realli tempted mi coz i need water!! hahas. den went to abc n bought water chestnut drink n chocs(milo nuggets if i'm not wrong..) hahas. so nice. love chocs~ den went to NTUC. walk walk walk, den decided to stock up my house. wahahas. bought veggy, campbell, egg tofu, n i forgot wad. hahas. i've bad memory. den went to my void deck. n AS USUAL, he played my hp game. wantin to break my record. hahas. lousy~ =P den i went home first to put those stuff down while he waited at my void deck. went down after awhile. hahas. walked, walked, walked. saw this couple infront of us with KFC. DAMN! we keep walkin in the same direction. think they tot we're stalkin them. hello!? we're not tat free okie?? duhs. den pulled piggy to another path. went to 588. hehe. so nice. with the breeze.. woo~ i laid on the bench while he played the game again on the other bench. hahas. nice. but failed to break my record coz my hp low batt. wahahas. =D den stared talkin. hahas. aites, he tok most coz i was lyin down. lazy to tok ar. hahas. talk alot like how we met n blah blah blah. i juz wanna refresh my memory. hahas.
guess he's still sleepin now. so time to disturb him. muahahas.
some probs with blogger. arghh.
aites, yest piggy came over to my house. he disturb mi as usual. blahs. den went to eat at sunplaza. saw sis. anyway, we ate curry chicken with rice & bread, n prawn noodles. yummy~ den walked around. wanted desserts but nothing tat realli tempted mi coz i need water!! hahas. den went to abc n bought water chestnut drink n chocs(milo nuggets if i'm not wrong..) hahas. so nice. love chocs~ den went to NTUC. walk walk walk, den decided to stock up my house. wahahas. bought veggy, campbell, egg tofu, n i forgot wad. hahas. i've bad memory. den went to my void deck. n AS USUAL, he played my hp game. wantin to break my record. hahas. lousy~ =P den i went home first to put those stuff down while he waited at my void deck. went down after awhile. hahas. walked, walked, walked. saw this couple infront of us with KFC. DAMN! we keep walkin in the same direction. think they tot we're stalkin them. hello!? we're not tat free okie?? duhs. den pulled piggy to another path. went to 588. hehe. so nice. with the breeze.. woo~ i laid on the bench while he played the game again on the other bench. hahas. nice. but failed to break my record coz my hp low batt. wahahas. =D den stared talkin. hahas. aites, he tok most coz i was lyin down. lazy to tok ar. hahas. talk alot like how we met n blah blah blah. i juz wanna refresh my memory. hahas.
guess he's still sleepin now. so time to disturb him. muahahas.
Monday, September 26, 2005
quarrels = sucks
no money = double suck
no bunnies = triple suck
no job = suck x4
no frens = suck x5
no you = suck to the core
wahahas. i'm juz bored. bored to death. ben lai going find job wif lao gong de but she not feelin well.
DEN he called den start scoldin all sorts of things. he fought wif his mom. wth. till police came. they took down his name n threaten if he did tat again, he'll sued n soon be sent to jail for abusing. oso, sued for mistreatin his mom. den went to meet him. den he start scoldin mi all sorts of things again. duhs. den tried to cool him down n he slapped mi. den got one passer-by(pb) 1 saw. den pb1 bu shuang he slap mi. den pb1 go n give him a punch in his tummy. he fell. den he become not happy oso. den they start fightin. punchin here n there. den pb1 found some metal pole thingy from somewhere n wanted to throw at piggy. den while he was preparing to throw, he swing the metal pole backwards n it hit pb2. den pb2 bleed seh. den pb2 oso bui song. pb2 put the pole den pb1 fell. den they heck care piggy n started fightin. now piggy bu shuang den fight wif them coz they ignore him. den i stand one side watch show coz they all ignore mi. n SLY!!! i saw NAT HO. he forever so shuai. n he remembered mi. den i left the fightin scene n went off wif nat. tok to him. *blush* wahahas.
* wahahas. the story is twisted. VERY twisted. use ur imagination. hahas. juz for fun. =P
* for those who doesnt know who's nat ho, plz search it up.
erms, sly-ish sly-ly sly, any comments for my story of the day? muahahas. =D
the white lil' bunny. SO FAT like piggy. but not as FAT him. (erm, if u get wad i mean. =x hahas.) it's time forroasting resting. =)) SO CUTE unlike piggy. (erm, if u get wad i mean againnn. hahas.) n guess wad? it fell asleep on my palm!!! OMG!!! so DAMN CUTE~ gosh. =D
aites, dun say i treat u bad. u cute nah. but see the diff? =x muahahas. =D love ya. *shy. aites, things are gettin mushy. wahahaks. =P
job JOB job, where're u?!?! duhs...
oh ya, raymond(not piggy, OBVIOUS) ask if i wanna go clubbin. woo. wah. i'm still UNDERAGEd. hahas. ' aiya, nvm lah. can borrow fake id one.' DUHS!!! wad onli. i'm a good girl ya noe? lolx. i shall onli go there when i'm OVERAGEd wif my girlfriends. hahas.
no money = double suck
no bunnies = triple suck
no job = suck x4
no frens = suck x5
no you = suck to the core
wahahas. i'm juz bored. bored to death. ben lai going find job wif lao gong de but she not feelin well.
DEN he called den start scoldin all sorts of things. he fought wif his mom. wth. till police came. they took down his name n threaten if he did tat again, he'll sued n soon be sent to jail for abusing. oso, sued for mistreatin his mom. den went to meet him. den he start scoldin mi all sorts of things again. duhs. den tried to cool him down n he slapped mi. den got one passer-by(pb) 1 saw. den pb1 bu shuang he slap mi. den pb1 go n give him a punch in his tummy. he fell. den he become not happy oso. den they start fightin. punchin here n there. den pb1 found some metal pole thingy from somewhere n wanted to throw at piggy. den while he was preparing to throw, he swing the metal pole backwards n it hit pb2. den pb2 bleed seh. den pb2 oso bui song. pb2 put the pole den pb1 fell. den they heck care piggy n started fightin. now piggy bu shuang den fight wif them coz they ignore him. den i stand one side watch show coz they all ignore mi. n SLY!!! i saw NAT HO. he forever so shuai. n he remembered mi. den i left the fightin scene n went off wif nat. tok to him. *blush* wahahas.
* wahahas. the story is twisted. VERY twisted. use ur imagination. hahas. juz for fun. =P
* for those who doesnt know who's nat ho, plz search it up.
erms, sly-ish sly-ly sly, any comments for my story of the day? muahahas. =D
the white lil' bunny. SO FAT like piggy. but not as FAT him. (erm, if u get wad i mean. =x hahas.) it's time for
aites, dun say i treat u bad. u cute nah. but see the diff? =x muahahas. =D love ya. *shy. aites, things are gettin mushy. wahahaks. =P
job JOB job, where're u?!?! duhs...
oh ya, raymond(not piggy, OBVIOUS) ask if i wanna go clubbin. woo. wah. i'm still UNDERAGEd. hahas. ' aiya, nvm lah. can borrow fake id one.' DUHS!!! wad onli. i'm a good girl ya noe? lolx. i shall onli go there when i'm OVERAGEd wif my girlfriends. hahas.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
slept at 4plus last nite. damn tired. was doing my own stuff when suddenly cunsheng msg mi. i was shocked. anyway he had a tiff wif his gf. so he wanted someone to console him. but yea, in the end i was lazy to reply so we ended up on the phone. tok alot seh. like last time. very lame lor him. as usual. (..") den tok, tok, tok, den side track. den side track, side track, side track, den link to other things. ahahas. he said he saw tat pig b4. n he thinks he's hip. wow. lol.
as usual, he said i've change. blah blah blahs. hahas. he is involved in the cyndi's concert thingy. so hope he can get some free tix for mi. =D he has a gf who looks like maia lee. double wow. but ya, he has a rich gf. he tok bout the wishes we made n all sorts of stuff. hahas. kinda miss my sweet memories in ve. n those abc tee downs on him. lolx. tok bout the basket. hahas. funny serve. serve tat basket right for losing all his invoices. karma. =P aites, i'm real nasty when it comes to him. hahas.
piggggy called twice while i was on the phone wif cs. hahas. guess he's kinda jealous tat i tok to another guy for so long. lolx. piggggy's not workin tomolo. so guess shall juz go n search for jobs with him since others like not steady when to go one. n i'm tired of slackin at home. i need cash!!! hahas.
my phone is givin mi probs. i mean it has some prob. dammit. it's juz 10days old n probs occur like 2 to 3 days after it's bought? my god. damn nokia! hahahas. but least the cam is good.
fat fat mochi.
fat fat little mochis. =D
they're realli damn fat. =))
the heart dropped. =(
as usual, he said i've change. blah blah blahs. hahas. he is involved in the cyndi's concert thingy. so hope he can get some free tix for mi. =D he has a gf who looks like maia lee. double wow. but ya, he has a rich gf. he tok bout the wishes we made n all sorts of stuff. hahas. kinda miss my sweet memories in ve. n those abc tee downs on him. lolx. tok bout the basket. hahas. funny serve. serve tat basket right for losing all his invoices. karma. =P aites, i'm real nasty when it comes to him. hahas.
piggggy called twice while i was on the phone wif cs. hahas. guess he's kinda jealous tat i tok to another guy for so long. lolx. piggggy's not workin tomolo. so guess shall juz go n search for jobs with him since others like not steady when to go one. n i'm tired of slackin at home. i need cash!!! hahas.
my phone is givin mi probs. i mean it has some prob. dammit. it's juz 10days old n probs occur like 2 to 3 days after it's bought? my god. damn nokia! hahahas. but least the cam is good.
fat fat mochi.
fat fat little mochis. =D
they're realli damn fat. =))
the heart dropped. =(
Friday, September 23, 2005
blah blah blah.
i'm bored.
husdi husdw husda husdn husdn husda husdg husdo husdo husdu husdt
uoiwei uoiwel uoiweo uoiwev uoiwee uoiwey uoiweo uoiweu
jksdi jksdm jksdi jksds jksds jksdy jksdo jksdu
the baby bunnies had opened their eyes. they're so fat. good for roasting. tsk tsk. =D i'm juz kidding. muahaha. took their pics. sooooo FAT! but cute ar. sad tat ribs had died. but well, 3 have to carry on wif their lives. they're simply too fat to continue squeezin in the tiny box. they'll have to shift in a few days.
things to be done:
- get a job
- pia the job
-pack my room
- go out with frens
- go shopping
-kill n roast the bunnies =D
- upload bunnies' pics
- play with them if possible
- sleep =)
tat's my life for this month.
i'm bored.
husdi husdw husda husdn husdn husda husdg husdo husdo husdu husdt
uoiwei uoiwel uoiweo uoiwev uoiwee uoiwey uoiweo uoiweu
jksdi jksdm jksdi jksds jksds jksdy jksdo jksdu
the baby bunnies had opened their eyes. they're so fat. good for roasting. tsk tsk. =D i'm juz kidding. muahaha. took their pics. sooooo FAT! but cute ar. sad tat ribs had died. but well, 3 have to carry on wif their lives. they're simply too fat to continue squeezin in the tiny box. they'll have to shift in a few days.
things to be done:
- get a job
- pia the job
-
- go out with frens
- go shopping
-
- upload bunnies' pics
- play with them if possible
- sleep =)
tat's my life for this month.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
muahahahas. exams' over. holiday's here. n i'm so prepared for all the coming supp paper. hahas.
yest finish accounts very very quickly coz i realli didnt noe how to do. how great. hahas. anyway my pig waited for mi. can seen he depressed lah. tried to cheer him up but he still ap mi. bleahs. hahas. went to fish n co wif kiwi, ah neh, cs, ah lian n jian yuan. food was nice but not tat fillin as i tot. kop some food from lao gong n her xiao lao po. =x tsk tsk. saw one of the manager from ve. he smiled at mi. hahas. least he remembered mi. =)
walked around. fun but boring. coz we had no where to sit. hahas.
went to my piggggy house today. it was a LONG journey. boo~ but yea, had roti boy so i'm quite satisfied. n he as usual was bullyin his sis. wad a pig. hahas. aites, gtg. needa sleep. =)
time for a job. =D
yest finish accounts very very quickly coz i realli didnt noe how to do. how great. hahas. anyway my pig waited for mi. can seen he depressed lah. tried to cheer him up but he still ap mi. bleahs. hahas. went to fish n co wif kiwi, ah neh, cs, ah lian n jian yuan. food was nice but not tat fillin as i tot. kop some food from lao gong n her xiao lao po. =x tsk tsk. saw one of the manager from ve. he smiled at mi. hahas. least he remembered mi. =)
walked around. fun but boring. coz we had no where to sit. hahas.
went to my piggggy house today. it was a LONG journey. boo~ but yea, had roti boy so i'm quite satisfied. n he as usual was bullyin his sis. wad a pig. hahas. aites, gtg. needa sleep. =)
time for a job. =D
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
one baby died. one of the baby rabbit died. n as if it's my fault when i found it motionless when i came home. bloody hell. n i'm not gonna feed nor play wif it again in case i KILL another again. fuck.
went to changi yest. airport i mean. ate at popeye. quite nice ar. hahas. didnt study abit. coz simply gt no mood. hahas. so crap around, lame around. kept real quiet while eating if not lao gong wif suffer from cs evil hands. ahah. den after eating, went to see planes. wahaha. took some pics but yea, the colour looks abit off. hahas. walk around after tat. walk, walk n walk.
den went home after tat. on bus, cs n kiwi were betting if jm or mi will bus-sick first. hahas. lousy. =P
i seriously need sleep. zzzz
went to changi yest. airport i mean. ate at popeye. quite nice ar. hahas. didnt study abit. coz simply gt no mood. hahas. so crap around, lame around. kept real quiet while eating if not lao gong wif suffer from cs evil hands. ahah. den after eating, went to see planes. wahaha. took some pics but yea, the colour looks abit off. hahas. walk around after tat. walk, walk n walk.
den went home after tat. on bus, cs n kiwi were betting if jm or mi will bus-sick first. hahas. lousy. =P
i seriously need sleep. zzzz
Friday, September 16, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
behind the smiles hid the frowns.
i dunno wad choice ilham has made.
i dunno wad choice i had made him make.
i dunno wad choice i've done.
i simply dunno.
blahs.
mochi has given birth to 4 lil' mochis. 4 additions to the family. =D but i think they're abit disgustin coz they're furless. eww. they're oso 'flip-floppin'. damn eww.
lost one heart. n hell i have completely no idea where it dropped. maybe it's destined tat i cant receive anything tat has any 'heart' on it. hah. bad start. maybe everything will end when the second one falls.
mr cunsheng once told mi there'll be two MAJOR DOWNS in my life. think one is done. the second one maybe coming.
blahs. maybe u should find someone who treats u better. someone who wun mistreat u. someone who will bring u good luck n fortune. maybe u're gettin tired of this. maybe i'll end up like sis. blahs.
blahs. eit's tml. n i have not finish studyin. wth. i'm so dead.
saw kimliang n goldwin yest. wow. they're colleagues. wow wow. such a coincidence.
i cant concentrate wif u around. u're my distraction.
hugged my pikachu to sleep last nite. i missed the person who bought it for mi. really miss tat person. missed those times we had together. missed those outings together. missed talking to u. my hippo. another toy bought for mi when i was in the hospital. blahs.
thoughts tat he will pop by my house n give mi a surprise. nahs. i'm juz dreamin. i dun deserve it. he deserves someone better.
these frequent headaches tat hit mi like nobody's business.
think wadeva u wan.
i dunno wad choice ilham has made.
i dunno wad choice i had made him make.
i dunno wad choice i've done.
i simply dunno.
blahs.
mochi has given birth to 4 lil' mochis. 4 additions to the family. =D but i think they're abit disgustin coz they're furless. eww. they're oso 'flip-floppin'. damn eww.
lost one heart. n hell i have completely no idea where it dropped. maybe it's destined tat i cant receive anything tat has any 'heart' on it. hah. bad start. maybe everything will end when the second one falls.
mr cunsheng once told mi there'll be two MAJOR DOWNS in my life. think one is done. the second one maybe coming.
blahs. maybe u should find someone who treats u better. someone who wun mistreat u. someone who will bring u good luck n fortune. maybe u're gettin tired of this. maybe i'll end up like sis. blahs.
blahs. eit's tml. n i have not finish studyin. wth. i'm so dead.
saw kimliang n goldwin yest. wow. they're colleagues. wow wow. such a coincidence.
i cant concentrate wif u around. u're my distraction.
hugged my pikachu to sleep last nite. i missed the person who bought it for mi. really miss tat person. missed those times we had together. missed those outings together. missed talking to u. my hippo. another toy bought for mi when i was in the hospital. blahs.
thoughts tat he will pop by my house n give mi a surprise. nahs. i'm juz dreamin. i dun deserve it. he deserves someone better.
these frequent headaches tat hit mi like nobody's business.
think wadeva u wan.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
this guy. such a nice guy. behind all his smiles n tricks, lies the sorrow, depressed, hurt soul. it's so sad. such a sad story. really. my, tat girl's such a bitch. sucha liar. he played an jing for her. her fav song. so sweet. but tat gal bastard him. cuts, suicide attempts. oh damn. he loved her so much to be hurt by her. n now he cant let go. it's hard to let go.
' You're like a crystal.
A fusion of beauty,outside and inside.
You possess a character that only an angel possesses.
You're special, because you are. '
A fusion of beauty,outside and inside.
You possess a character that only an angel possesses.
You're special, because you are. '
stupid sis. stop using my perfume!!! duhs...
niahaha. gt my pooh bear!!! at time zone~ wahaha. can imagine how much we spend on it. hahas. at first almost gt my bear one lor. den stupid machine ap. den error. den the person come den reset whole thing. den my bear's gone. damn him. so ap lor. boo~ the last time we tried to catch. one gal told mi tat actually i gt the bear. den ask the person come. den same ap person. but lucky i gt the bear. love it~!! =D
saw his frens on the way to food court. not my pig's, my ex. n they were like lookin one kind. wth. wad m i supposed to do? break den stay single forever? who r u to me? how u treated mi like? like shit. m i supposed to wait for u to come back, stay in love wif u when u can actually block n delete mi from msn. bet u'd have deleted my num long ago. grrr.. wth. look/stare/diao all u like. i'm happy wif my pig.
caught perfect catch. it's real nice. please catch it. =D
i've a new rabbit - raymond lim. tsk tsk.
ate at jack's place. hmm, still not bad ba. still prefer the one xh brought mi to. it's much worth it. =)
he gt me a bracelet. =D
.iloveyoubutihateyou.
niahaha. gt my pooh bear!!! at time zone~ wahaha. can imagine how much we spend on it. hahas. at first almost gt my bear one lor. den stupid machine ap. den error. den the person come den reset whole thing. den my bear's gone. damn him. so ap lor. boo~ the last time we tried to catch. one gal told mi tat actually i gt the bear. den ask the person come. den same ap person. but lucky i gt the bear. love it~!! =D
saw his frens on the way to food court. not my pig's, my ex. n they were like lookin one kind. wth. wad m i supposed to do? break den stay single forever? who r u to me? how u treated mi like? like shit. m i supposed to wait for u to come back, stay in love wif u when u can actually block n delete mi from msn. bet u'd have deleted my num long ago. grrr.. wth. look/stare/diao all u like. i'm happy wif my pig.
caught perfect catch. it's real nice. please catch it. =D
i've a new rabbit - raymond lim. tsk tsk.
ate at jack's place. hmm, still not bad ba. still prefer the one xh brought mi to. it's much worth it. =)
he gt me a bracelet. =D
Saturday, September 10, 2005
niahaha. gt a shocked by this guy. this cool guy, a magician-conductor-yoyo guy, actually msged mi thru frenster. n hell, he apologised. wahaha. for wad reasons? reason is coz he dun greet mi when we meet. LOLx. u're forgiven. ahahaks. aites, i didnt reply him coz my frenster's kinda lag. so wth. my turn to apologise next time. hahas.
Friday, September 09, 2005
ahhh. selfish ppl. boo~
anyway yest. i had a WEIRD fren. my WEIRD fren is called jie mei. muahaha. =D gan dong gan dong?!?!? tsk tsk. bought a lil' sth for her. like it not? nah-ah. muz love it hor~!!! keke. studied at mos. he came to find mi after AWHILE. n as usual, he starts ka jiao-ing mi n my frenz. duhs.
his fren came. den i followed them lor. lao gong n lao gong de xiao lao po n ah bu left first. they went around to find a gift for their fren. walked around. gave some suggestion. n i think they think my suggestions are like girly. obvious i dun like gettin gifts for guys rite? more over i dunno how he look like or wad he likes. (..") aites, i punched him a couple of times. wahaha. =P his fren say first time see he so guai. hahas. good boy. tsk tsk.
he's such a pig.
i still haben get him anything yet. shall pop him a surprise wif a sunflower like wad i've planned? but den again. sunflowers are never SMALL. blahs. i dunno wad to buy. if not i shall get sth small n hang on his phone or keys again. hahas. alrites, time to go. i'm feelin so sleepy. he's such a PIG!
anyway yest. i had a WEIRD fren. my WEIRD fren is called jie mei. muahaha. =D gan dong gan dong?!?!? tsk tsk. bought a lil' sth for her. like it not? nah-ah. muz love it hor~!!! keke. studied at mos. he came to find mi after AWHILE. n as usual, he starts ka jiao-ing mi n my frenz. duhs.
his fren came. den i followed them lor. lao gong n lao gong de xiao lao po n ah bu left first. they went around to find a gift for their fren. walked around. gave some suggestion. n i think they think my suggestions are like girly. obvious i dun like gettin gifts for guys rite? more over i dunno how he look like or wad he likes. (..") aites, i punched him a couple of times. wahaha. =P his fren say first time see he so guai. hahas. good boy. tsk tsk.
he's such a pig.
i still haben get him anything yet. shall pop him a surprise wif a sunflower like wad i've planned? but den again. sunflowers are never SMALL. blahs. i dunno wad to buy. if not i shall get sth small n hang on his phone or keys again. hahas. alrites, time to go. i'm feelin so sleepy. he's such a PIG!
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
damn. my eyes hurt. i hav no idea y. sucks. bad feeling. duhs. maybe it's a signal to see a doc. it's time to see a doc. hahs.
anyway, the moon is realli beautiful today. shining with a star by it's side. gosh. how i hope i've a real good cam so tat i can capture tat magnificent view.
had biz com ica 4 yest. overall i think i'll do badly. coz i simply hav no inspiration to do it. especially the part on the summary. duhs. actually i have forgotten most things tat happened. juz remember tat after sch went to yishun wif lao gong de xiao lao po to find her mom. den went to mac to study. ate fried beehoon there. woo~ real nice. went home den he called. met him. wanted to study. but i simply cant study wif him around. he's such a BIG distraction~ hahas.
had accounts lect today. i did not do wad i planned today. for example study between the long break. boo~ sufferin from fatigue. hahas. felt real sleepy. sch's drainin mi of all my energy. i realli need a good sleep!!! *yawns. hahs.
we got a bracelet for lao gong. gave it to her. gan dong ba. =D tsk tsk. it's time i buy something for someone else. =) 3 more days. so fast. hahas. =D
exams' coming. damn. still so much tat i dunno. =(
anyway, the moon is realli beautiful today. shining with a star by it's side. gosh. how i hope i've a real good cam so tat i can capture tat magnificent view.
had biz com ica 4 yest. overall i think i'll do badly. coz i simply hav no inspiration to do it. especially the part on the summary. duhs. actually i have forgotten most things tat happened. juz remember tat after sch went to yishun wif lao gong de xiao lao po to find her mom. den went to mac to study. ate fried beehoon there. woo~ real nice. went home den he called. met him. wanted to study. but i simply cant study wif him around. he's such a BIG distraction~ hahas.
had accounts lect today. i did not do wad i planned today. for example study between the long break. boo~ sufferin from fatigue. hahas. felt real sleepy. sch's drainin mi of all my energy. i realli need a good sleep!!! *yawns. hahs.
we got a bracelet for lao gong. gave it to her. gan dong ba. =D tsk tsk. it's time i buy something for someone else. =) 3 more days. so fast. hahas. =D
exams' coming. damn. still so much tat i dunno. =(
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
damn bitch. wtf. 'no wonder u no jiao yang. mother nv teach u. ur mom wun care if u've gt a bf? so gd, ur mom doesnt care bout u. ur bf not tall nor shuai? den u'll be together wif him one ar? kan bu chu leh. tot u'll find one shuai one? u gt ur bf to yang ni leh.' there's onli two words i can say to u. a big fuck you! dun tok as if u're the world most disciplined person when u're not. n moreover, say mi if u wan. stop critisizing n insulting my mom. i mean DONT n NEVER. u've no right to do so. damn u. wad position r u to say anything bout mi? u're juz 15. n i'm not gonna giv a damn shit bout u anymore. so wad if u have a perfect family? n whether i'm in a relationship or not, it doesnt care bout u. nor is he tall, short, good-looking or not. it realli doesnt concern abit to u. u aint mi. so whoever i'm with doesnt concern u. whether my bf is rich or poor doesnt concern u either. so wad if he's rich? so wad if he's poor? so wad if he's not good lookin? so wad if he's not tall? i simply love him for him. not for his money or wad so eva. at this rate u're going, no wonder ppl dun like ur attitude. putting words into ppl's mouth aint the right thing to do. argh! wadeva. still damn pissed. so tat's the impression i giv to ppl eh. tat i'm a shallow, materialistic gal? if i am, i wouldnt have regarded u as a fren mind u. coz u aint tat pretty. u aint tat rich. u aint tat kind of fren wad a materialistic person wan.
think b4 u talk if u dunno the person's background well. think b4 u act if u dunno the person well. think b4 any words are said. if not, rephrase wad u're gonna say. wad u say can b very hurtin. n it IS very hurting.
i can laugh it off. i can try to forget bout it. i can shoot back. i can do wadeva i wan. but i'm juz gonna let u off this time. there's a limit to my tolerance. dun step over tat line.
think b4 u talk if u dunno the person's background well. think b4 u act if u dunno the person well. think b4 any words are said. if not, rephrase wad u're gonna say. wad u say can b very hurtin. n it IS very hurting.
i can laugh it off. i can try to forget bout it. i can shoot back. i can do wadeva i wan. but i'm juz gonna let u off this time. there's a limit to my tolerance. dun step over tat line.
damn bitchy. bth. wad's wrong being truthful? at least u dun hide anything from us. selfish ass. arghs. wth. stop flirtin wif my pig. blahs. but den again, if he doesnt allow, she wouldnt flirt with him oso rite? hahas.
we chatted during lunch. hot topics for the day : gossips + some bitching + disciplinary actions. hahas.
anyway, had java prac. thanx for the 'tips', if not i would have failed. thanx for the hint from john lim too. =) aites, he kinda shuai today wearin all black 'cept for the forever-crumpled-shirt. pls iron ur shirt!!! hahas. he waited for mi b4 he went to work. den left lao gong, lao gong de xiao lao po n mi. den we started chatting meanwhile waiting for ah neh they all. waited for them for bout 1/2 an hour!! duhs. saw jiweng wif stella. hahas. kiwi no more chance.
hmm, as for the necklace. i dunno if i should get it. i've already drop tat heart le. if drop again more sad rite? so maybe it's best not to be mine? hahas. shall hint him again. muahaha.
he aint really happy coz something happened. so as usual, i dun console. like wad hew said b4, if i were ever a psychiatist/counsellor/psychologist, the person undergoing the therapy/counselling might juz end their life sooner. hahas. didnt noe wad to say. wanted to wait for his call but decided to sleep. if not i might make things worst. hahas. so might as well sleep rite? hahas.
wanted to watch a horror show. but sis went to sleep. duhs. i didnt dare to watch alone coz it's really freaky lor. the moment i switch on the tv, i saw this person sewing the eye lashes of a corpse. wadeva it is. den a moment later, the eyes open. god damn it. it's like middle of the nite! blahs. so i didnt watch it. went to sleep. lucky the images didnt appear in my mind.
well, i shall go now. ciaos~
we chatted during lunch. hot topics for the day : gossips + some bitching + disciplinary actions. hahas.
anyway, had java prac. thanx for the 'tips', if not i would have failed. thanx for the hint from john lim too. =) aites, he kinda shuai today wearin all black 'cept for the forever-crumpled-shirt. pls iron ur shirt!!! hahas. he waited for mi b4 he went to work. den left lao gong, lao gong de xiao lao po n mi. den we started chatting meanwhile waiting for ah neh they all. waited for them for bout 1/2 an hour!! duhs. saw jiweng wif stella. hahas. kiwi no more chance.
hmm, as for the necklace. i dunno if i should get it. i've already drop tat heart le. if drop again more sad rite? so maybe it's best not to be mine? hahas. shall hint him again. muahaha.
he aint really happy coz something happened. so as usual, i dun console. like wad hew said b4, if i were ever a psychiatist/counsellor/psychologist, the person undergoing the therapy/counselling might juz end their life sooner. hahas. didnt noe wad to say. wanted to wait for his call but decided to sleep. if not i might make things worst. hahas. so might as well sleep rite? hahas.
wanted to watch a horror show. but sis went to sleep. duhs. i didnt dare to watch alone coz it's really freaky lor. the moment i switch on the tv, i saw this person sewing the eye lashes of a corpse. wadeva it is. den a moment later, the eyes open. god damn it. it's like middle of the nite! blahs. so i didnt watch it. went to sleep. lucky the images didnt appear in my mind.
well, i shall go now. ciaos~
Thursday, September 01, 2005
sch was... boring. hahas. lao gong pon ten. den left ah bu, lao gong de xiao lao po n mi. shant elaborate much but yea, kiwi didnt get he dou nai coz the vendin machine was down. hahas.
ah neh n jy left for the com lab. left mi n jm. den meet up wif mama. gosh. so long no see her le though she oso in nyp. hahas. den ah neh n jy left. intro them to mama. den sly came over. =D den we left. jm went to meet her fren. met xf n tze hock at yishun. went to kfc though mama n mi have been debating where to eat during our stay at fj. hahas. ate cheese fries. yum yum. =)
den waited for ifah, xt n jh to come. den we walk to ai. coz my ez link, as usual, doesnt have any +ve amount. hahas. but damn sch. wad's up wif the rule tat u can onli visit the teachers after sch? wth. so we left. den xf, sly n mi met ky at yishun control. went to party world n sing sing sing. quite cheap lah compared to k box. it was the first time to go together wif them. we go again next time wan?!?!? hehe.
anyway party world was super cold. ky n i requested for an increase in temp but they dun allow. say wad other ppl will complain. (..") den sly went to the loo. she requested again. they offered the jackets but yea, she turned down. if i was her, i would oso turn down the offer lah. obvious rite? dunno the jackets clean not. hahas. though i very hopefully wanted it. hahas.
we tahan till the end. oh ya, we were high for some moments. sang i dun wanna miss a thing wif sly. super fun~~ =D though i was super freezing. hahas. love being together wif them. doing lame, stupid, xia suay stuffs. haha. but then, reality forbids. hahas. went to the arcade. played air hockey. muahaha. fun. the game i love to play. =)) played the drum thingy oso. but failed terribly. ahhas. den gt one couple damn pro seh. sibei xia suay sia. hahas.
they tried to play the thingy where u use the thingy n try to grab the bear up. hahas. funny seh. as usual, it's never possible. hahas. played the bball thingy oso. den b4 we went off, suddenly remember tat we SHOULD have taken NEOPRINTS~! but yea, too late. dun have much left. sadded. =(
anyway we went off after tat. went home. saw xiujing. wow. pretty gal. she changed alot. yea. obvious. such a clever ass. she's in njc. wad u expect? hahas. went home see my sis play wif the rabbit n slept. hahas. dumb rabbit. forever showing her attitude. hahas.
wad is after life? death.
wad is after death? life.
so wad will i be doing ten years down the road? i dunno.
suddenly tot of hew. remembered the times she taught mi how to play guitar. hahs, blahs. gone for now.
i miss you.
ah neh n jy left for the com lab. left mi n jm. den meet up wif mama. gosh. so long no see her le though she oso in nyp. hahas. den ah neh n jy left. intro them to mama. den sly came over. =D den we left. jm went to meet her fren. met xf n tze hock at yishun. went to kfc though mama n mi have been debating where to eat during our stay at fj. hahas. ate cheese fries. yum yum. =)
den waited for ifah, xt n jh to come. den we walk to ai. coz my ez link, as usual, doesnt have any +ve amount. hahas. but damn sch. wad's up wif the rule tat u can onli visit the teachers after sch? wth. so we left. den xf, sly n mi met ky at yishun control. went to party world n sing sing sing. quite cheap lah compared to k box. it was the first time to go together wif them. we go again next time wan?!?!? hehe.
anyway party world was super cold. ky n i requested for an increase in temp but they dun allow. say wad other ppl will complain. (..") den sly went to the loo. she requested again. they offered the jackets but yea, she turned down. if i was her, i would oso turn down the offer lah. obvious rite? dunno the jackets clean not. hahas. though i very hopefully wanted it. hahas.
we tahan till the end. oh ya, we were high for some moments. sang i dun wanna miss a thing wif sly. super fun~~ =D though i was super freezing. hahas. love being together wif them. doing lame, stupid, xia suay stuffs. haha. but then, reality forbids. hahas. went to the arcade. played air hockey. muahaha. fun. the game i love to play. =)) played the drum thingy oso. but failed terribly. ahhas. den gt one couple damn pro seh. sibei xia suay sia. hahas.
they tried to play the thingy where u use the thingy n try to grab the bear up. hahas. funny seh. as usual, it's never possible. hahas. played the bball thingy oso. den b4 we went off, suddenly remember tat we SHOULD have taken NEOPRINTS~! but yea, too late. dun have much left. sadded. =(
anyway we went off after tat. went home. saw xiujing. wow. pretty gal. she changed alot. yea. obvious. such a clever ass. she's in njc. wad u expect? hahas. went home see my sis play wif the rabbit n slept. hahas. dumb rabbit. forever showing her attitude. hahas.
wad is after life? death.
wad is after death? life.
so wad will i be doing ten years down the road? i dunno.
suddenly tot of hew. remembered the times she taught mi how to play guitar. hahs, blahs. gone for now.
i miss you.
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